Oh, gentlemen, perhaps I really regard myself as an intelligent man only because throughout my entire life <br> I’ve never been able to start or finish anything... <br> Every man has some reminiscences which he would not tell to everyone, but only to his friends. He has others <br>which he would not reveal even to his friends, but only to himself, and that in secret. But finally there <br>are still others which a man is even afraid to tell himself...